It's been a while

Well, It certainly has. Anyway, here is the update.... nevermind, there really is no update. I am still poor, and trying to make this thing work on a large scale in the never-ending pursuit of the green-backed montser we all chase, My Boss, we'll call him H-Squared for now, is still a complete asshole, and can't be trusted with the simplest tasks up to and including showing up for a meeting that HE arranged and called for, which means i have to drag my stupid ass out of my office in NJ and schlep into the city just so that even if we do have a meeting, it's a five minute thing that could very easily have been done over the phone. On top of this whole pile of shit, my girl and I are fighting about almost everything (the kitchen sink has yet to piss her off in some form or another...) so, it's been a hell of a couple of weeks.

Also, now he's seen the most recent version of the film, in which he does not have a interview. I am of course, fine with this, because I have been trying to get this interview for about 9 months at this point and I've been stood up more times than the fat girl on prom night by him. But now that he's seen that he is not in every fucking shot, suddenly its a big fucking emergency that we sit down and do an interview so that he may spend about an hour of my time masterbating into the camera about what a great fucking guy he is. What a crock of shit.

Now, don't get me wrong, I am a firm believer that the human mind is the most flawed thing in the world, and everyone's got their thing. but this guy is one pickel short of a car... (yes, it doesn't make any sense, thats the point.) He's a sociopath. Now, I'm not kidding, lookup the meaning of asociopath, and you will find this guys picture. Smiling for the cameras after beating his kids.

This guy likes to put up the impression that he has alot of money, and just can't wait to spend it. There are two problems here... 1. He doesn't have the money and 2. he still can't wait to spend it. This is not really a problem for me, except when it interupts the funding for this project.

So let me get this straight, you can't pay me my meager wage to keep me fed and full of RX meds, but you can by yer fucking ho of the week that diamond encrusted dildo so she can fuck you with class?

And you think I'm the asshole? Fuck you.

Anyway, I'm so tired of this fucking movie, I just need it to be over and I only have myself to blame for it not being done. I am just so sick and tired of people telling me what the movie should be when I know what it has to be for the truth of the event. I can only make the footage do so much, it's like asking an automechanic to make a corvette out of a toothpick and dental floss.

Anyway, you've heard enough...